Privilege and Experience
ANDREW MURRAY
"And he said unto him, Son, thou art ever with me, and all that I have is
thine." --Luke 15:31.
The words of the text are familiar to us all. The elder son had complained
and said, that though his father had made a feast, and had killed the
fatted calf for the prodigal son, he had never given him even a kid that he
might make merry with his friends. The answer of the father was: "Son,
thou art ever with me, and all that I have is thine." One cannot have a
more wonderful revelation of the heart of our Father in heaven than this
points out to us. We often speak of the wonderful revelation of the
father's heart in his welcome to the prodigal son, and in what he did for
him. But here we have a revelation of the father's love far more wonderful,
in what he says to the elder son.
If we are to experience a deepening of spiritual life, we want to discover
clearly what is the spiritual life that God would have us live, on the one
hand; and, on the other, to ask whether we are living that life; or, if not,
what hinders us living it out fully.
This subject naturally divides itself into these three heads:--I. The high
privilege of every child of God. 2. The low experience of too many of us
believers. 3. The cause of the discrepancy; and, lastly, The way to the
restoration of the privilege.
I. THE HIGH PRIVILEGE OF THE CHILDREN OF GOD.
We have here two things describing the privilege:--First, "Son, thou art
ever with me"--unbroken fellowship with thy Father is thy portion; Second,
"All that I have is thine"--all that God can bestow upon His children is theirs.
"Thou are ever with me;" I am always near thee; thou canst dwell every
hour of thy life in My presence, and all I have is for thee. I am a father,
with a loving father's heart. I will withhold no good thing from thee. In
these promises, we have the rich privilege of God's heritage. We have, in
the first place, unbroken fellowship with Him. A father never sends his
child away with the thought that he does not care about his child knowing
that he loves him. The father longs to have his child believe that he has
the light of his father's countenance upon him all the day--that, if he
sends the child away to school, or anywhere that necessity compels, it is
with a sense of sacrifice of parental feelings. If it be so with an earthly
father, what think you of God? Does He not want every child of His to
know that he is constantly living in the light of His countenance? This is
the meaning of that word, "Son, thou art ever with me."
That was the privilege of God's people in Old Testament times. We are
told that "Enoch walked with God." God's promise to Jacob was: "Behold, I
am with thee, and will keep thee in all places whither thou goest, and will
bring thee again into this land; for I will not leave thee until I have done
that which I have spoken to thee of." And God's promise to Israel through
Moses, was: "My presence shall go with thee, and I will give thee rest."
And in Moses' response to the promise, he says, "For wherein shall it be
known that I and Thy people have found grace in Thy sight? Is it not that
Thou goest with us; so shall we be separated, I and Thy people, from all
the people that are upon the face of the earth." The presence of God with
Israel was the mark of their separation from other people. This is the truth
taught in all the Old Testament; and if so, how much more may we look
for it in the New Testament? Thus we find our Saviour promising to those
who love Him and who keep His word, that the Father also will love them,
and Father and Son will come and make Their abode with them
Let that thought into your hearts--that the child of God is called to this
blessed privilege, to live every moment of his life in fellowship with God.
He is called to enjoy the full light of His countenance. There are many
Christians--I suppose the majority of Christians--who seem to regard the
whole of the Spirit's work as confined to conviction and conversion:--not so
much that He came to dwell in our hearts, and there reveal God to us. He
came not to dwell near us, but in us, that we might be filled with His
indwelling. We are commanded to be "filled with the Spirit;" then the Holy
Spirit would make God's presence manifest to us. That is the whole
teaching of the epistle to the Hebrews:--the veil is rent in twain; we have
access into the holiest of all by the blood of Jesus; we come into the very
presence of God, so that we can live all the day with that presence resting
upon us. That presence is with us wheresoever we go; and in all kinds of
trouble, we have undisturbed repose and peace. "Son, thou art ever with
me.
There are some people who seem to think that God, by some unintelligible
sovereignty, withdraws His face. But I know that God loves His people too
much to withhold His fellowship from them for any such reason. The true
reason of the absence of God from us is rather to be found in our sin and
unbelief, than in any supposed sovereignty of His. If the child of God is
walking in faith and obedience, the Divine presence will be enjoyed in
unbroken continuity.
Then there is the next blessed privilege: "All that I have is thine." Thank
God, He has given us His own Son; and in giving Him, He has given us all
things that are in Him, He has given us Christ's life, His love, His Spirit,
His glory. "All things are yours; and ye are Christ's; and Christ is God's."
All the riches of His Son, the everlasting King, God bestows upon every
one of His children. "Son, thou art ever with me; and all that I have is
thine." Is not that the meaning of all those wonderful promises given in
connection with prayer: "Whatsoever ye shall ask in My name, ye shall
receive."? Yes, there it is. That is the life of the children of God, as He
Himself has pictured it to us.
2. In contrast with this high privilege of believers, look at
THE LOW EXPERIENCE OF TOO MANY OF US.
The elder son was living with his father and serving him "these many
years," and he complains that his father never gave him a kid, while he
gave his prodigal brother the fatted calf. Why was this? Simply because he
did not ask it. He did not believe that he would get it, and therefore never
asked it, and never enjoyed it. He continued thus to live in constant
murmuring and dissatisfaction; and the key note of all this wretched life is
furnished in what he said. His father gave him everything, yet he never
enjoyed it; and he throws the whole blame on his loving and kind father. O
beloved, is not that the life of many a believer? Do not many speak and
act in this way? Every believer has the promise of unbroken fellowship
with God, but he says, "I have not enjoyed it; I have tried hard and done
my best, and I have prayed for the blessing, but I suppose God does not
see fit to grant it." But why not? One says, it is the sovereignty of God
withholding the blessing. The father withheld not his gifts from the elder
brother in sovereignty; neither does our Heavenly Father withhold any
good thing from them that love Him. He does not make any such
differences between His children. "He is able to make all grace abound
towards you" was the promise equally made to all in the Corinthian church.
Some think these rich blessings are not for them, but for those who have
more time to devote to religion and prayer; or their circumstances are so
difficult, so peculiar, that we can have no conception of their various
hindrances. But do not such think that God, if He places them in these
circumstances, cannot make His grace abound accordingly? They admit He
could if He would, work a miracle for them, which they can hardly expect.
In some way, they, like the elder son, throw the blame on God. Thus many
are saying, when asked if they are enjoying unbroken fellowship with
God:--"Alas, no! I have not been able to attain to such a height; it is too
high for me. I know of some who have it, and I read of it; but God has not
given it to me, for some reason." But why not? You think, perhaps, that
you have not the same capacity for spiritual blessing that others have. The
Bible speaks of a joy that is "unspeakable and full of glory" as the fruit of
believing; of a "love of God shed abroad in our hearts by the Holy Ghost
given unto us." Do we desire it, do we? W |